He makes my day, he really does <3

 i let him, mehhhh

 These certain people have seen me at my worst and my best, and visa versa, but yet we’re still friends and (one lover) No matter how far apart we are after we all go our seperate ways, i’ll keep you guys in my heart, and then i will bother you lol <3

 I don’t mean to say harsh things, but i’ve been stressed to the maxx lately, keeping my grades up, housework, prom, money, my nana’s memory loss, both my grand parent’s health, and dealing with my little sister going through her frickin rebellious stageand college shit. Its a lot of stress to put on a 17 yr old. B

 I want to help everyone but there just comes a time where everyone needs to do things for themselves.

people need to get motivated!

  Everywhere, i will have a grand time tonight. Goodnight all. time to go read, and harass the librarian to help me find books. ttfn

 I should do my homework when i get home but screw it. I want to find a really good book and just read.

I’m going to clan my room, make a little cozy spot on my bed and read till i pass out.

Tonight will be a good night.

 I LOVE YOU <3333

       I’ve noticed all the mormon girls in my church are getting married, like at 18, 19, or 20. And everyone is all happy for them. But when i say  want to marry Nick when i’m 18, they say “ohh no, you can’t do that, you should wait till you are way older. >:{. WTF dude, they are only getting married after dating for afew months too, at least Nick and i are waiting till we’re dating for 3 years. >.> shyyytt i don’t understand.

          I love him and he loves me, but people aren’t happy because we aren’t the “normal type of marriage” that occurs in church. I’m a member of church and he isn’t, so? we’ve already broken the law of chastity, and? And We can’t marry in the temple, STFW? We still love eachother. But we still get scrutinized for it. UGH Judgemental people these days, they all make me sick.

 we’re both mature, we can make it work. anyone can if they try.